(单词翻译:单击)
Sometimes my youngest daughter will ask me: "How do you go to a church that hates your son?"
有时,我最小的女儿会问我:“你怎么会去一个讨厌你儿子的教堂?”
And, it's a hard question to answer.
这个问题还真是难倒我了 。
Hey. Hey, how are you?
你好 。嘿,你好 。
I think if I were to categorize it, I feel like I'm in a bit of a faith crisis a little bit.
我觉得,如果要我给那段时间分个类别的话,我感觉,我那时有点儿出现信仰危机了 。
I pray and sometimes I feel like, you know, is anybody listening to me?
我祈祷,但有时候我就在想,到底有没有人在听我说话啊?
My relationship with Heavenly Father and Jesus, is kind of a work in progress.
我与天父和耶稣的关系应该是在向前发展的 。
You know religion and spirituality are two different things,
你知道嘛,宗教和修行是两码事,
so I really decipher between, the church and the gospel; and the gospel will always be part of me.
我是在教会和福音之间进行参悟;福音永远是我身心的一部分 。
The Gospel of Jesus Christ is perfect.
耶稣基督的福音是完美无缺的 。
The church is imperfect, even though the gospel is perfect.
教会是不完美的,即便福音是完美的 。
I look at, you know, the leaders of our church today,
看着我们教堂今天的那些领导人,
and say, well, I wish they were a little more loving and compassionate and understanding of the experiences of LGBT people.
我想说,我希望他们能对LGBT人群的感受予以更多的爱,更多的同情心和更多的理解 。
But, for me, I know that being a member of the church is where God has called me to be.
但对我而言,我知道,成为教会的一员是上帝对我的指示 。
I got a card from a family in Idaho,
这儿有一张爱德荷州的一个家庭寄给我的卡片,
oh, on the back it says, "Jill, thanks for loving and accepting my son and for being such a positive impact for good in his life.
啊,背面还有留言,写的是“吉尔,感谢你接受我的儿子,爱我的儿子”,感谢你为他的生活带来了这么正面的影响 。
You will never know how much that means to us."
你绝对想不到这对我们来说有多重要 。”
And that's from his mom.
写信的是他妈妈 。
Course that always means a lot to me.
当然了,这样的结局对我来说也很重要 。
This life is meant to live.
人生就要活得精彩 。
Finding one friend, finding two friends. I can make a world of difference.
找到一个朋友,找到两个朋友 。我就能扭转我自己的命运 。
That day will come when you can be yourself.
终有一天,你将能做回你自己 。
When you have that support system, it's sheer bliss.
当你背后有支持你的体系时,那将是一种满满的幸福感 。
The Mama Dragons mission is to help people to see that there's hope that they can find a community in which they feel loved.
龙妈妈的使命就是帮助大家让大家看到,他们有希望找到一个他们能感受到被爱的集体 。
I know that if they're doing it with me, they're doing it with other people.
我知道,如果她们是这么爱我的,她们也会这么爱其他人 。
I look forward to the day when Mama Dragons doesn't need to exist,
我期待看到这个世界不再需要龙妈妈的那一天,
when having a LGBT kid is just as ordinary as having a kid who's left-handed.
期待看到有一个LGBT孩子和有一个左撇子孩子没什么两样的那一天 。
I feel like there's more Stocktons within the walls of the church,
我感觉,教堂的高墙之内还是有很多热心人的,
and there's more parents who need to know that you can love your kid.
但也还是有很多父母需要知道你可以爱你的孩子 。
I believe that there will be a day that I will be reunited with him.
我相信,总有一天,我能跟我儿子团聚在一起 。
And if not, I'm gonna be really pissed.
如果没有那一天,我会很生气的 。
