So, that gets us to the second point, which is the only truth, I won't take too much time, I will just try to keep it short.
I figured something, I figured that something, seemingly big things, were not that big once I got them.
And looking back in the past, I realized that maybe smaller things were way bigger.
And there was one thing that was missing in my life, that was the cause of this illusion.
And that thing that was missing was NOW.
I was all of these years, just I was obsessed about what's going to happen.
I used to draw those flow charts that we're taught in schools.
If this happens, I'll do that.
And six months from now, I'll be here.
So, I want it to be in control.
I was so obsessed about my future, I was taking the entire responsibility about the past, but all I was doing was frequently swinging from past to future, not living in actual sense.
Well, I also figured that when I perform on stage or in front of the camera, I'm so much excited.
I am so much interested.
I was paying so much attention that there was no room to think about the future or the past.
I was just there in the moment; I was alive in true sense when I was performing.
And for the first time, trust me, in a long time, I understood the true meaning of success, which was not money plus recognition, but it was NOW plus excitement.
So, here I am right now, five years down the line, money, and fame although still could not earn back their reputation in my life.
But let me show you one thing, I have much more of them than I had ever planned.
And the best thing, my college, one of the professors was very dear to me, called me recently about asking me to plan this interaction with students.
And I very humbly requested that can I get my degree back. And it's happening.
And I'm very excited, again.
Thank you so much, guys.