Cara Delevingne走出抑郁(中)
日期:2021-12-13 12:00

(单词翻译:单击)

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So, I got taken out of school, went to therapy, got put on antidepressants, kind of clawed my way back to some sort of rational thought, which took a while.

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所以,我被带出了学校接受治疗,服用了抗抑郁药,我慢慢的恢复了理智,但是花费了很长时间(d+nSETfDuRF^aM%s2ji

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But basically, I stayed in school until I was 17, where I still was kind of played with this depression.

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但我还是在学校一直待到17岁,一直被抑郁症所困扰_9Y8R3kmoiaCcxaQ8q0

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And I was like, I'm done. I need to leave, which to the rather large disagreement from my parents.

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我觉得我受够了,我要离开,导致我和父母产生了很大的分歧;Pn9h8AirS6j~#r

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I was, I did, I left and I knew I had to do something because otherwise I would just go crazy.

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我离开了学校,我知道我得做点什么,否则我会发疯的&LUb%^N|jXNq5X

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So, I started modelling.

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所以,我开始做模特2s6aJdK@Ej*Y1R6zDR

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And I wanted to do it, I wanted to work every day.

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这是我想做的事,我想每天工作PB=iye=2E1Z

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Wait a minute. How old were you now? You were 18? 17?

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等一下28sbQGWz1|mZ;。你那时多大了?你那时18岁?17岁?

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17, So, this was, I left school early, I didn't finish my college, yeah.

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17,我很早就离开了学校,没有完成学业^wxCG3+BlsPhuah0xigZ

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And what was modelling like to begin with?

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刚开始的时候,做模特是怎样的?

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Because I mean, you weren't successful for the first year, were you?

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你不是第一年就取得了成功,对吧?

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No. So, you've had both sides of the modelling coin, in one sense.

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没有*l8mm4J21D*w]p。从某种意义上说你体验了模特生涯的两面-jufL1w|aN6H&mnh0Iow

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You've had the incredible success.

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你取得了巨大的成功r=*syUZp.Ski4z%4^~e

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But actually, what was the life of a working unsuccessful model like?

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但我想问,不成功的模特的生活是怎样的?

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I mean, there was, it was, there was elements which were fun.

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会有一些很有趣的事情^Wl8.ChI~Nt9Ig

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Because it's like this comradery of people not being successful when you can complain about all the people who are rude to you.

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一群不成功的人之间有一种情谊,你不能抱怨那些成功的人;[gn[)H0_|+=@Ta

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But it's not, it wasn't nice you constantly are told that you're not pretty enough and not tall enough and not skinny enough and people are better.

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但不好的一点是总有人说你不够漂亮,不够高,不够瘦,其他人更好之类的F&DM^=%tWxX^

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When you're young, you think that means I'm not good enough as a person.

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当你年轻的时候,你会认为这意味着我不够优秀-n+^EgVtX%lTXhBxrT_e

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Like that means I'm not living up to who I should be and you kind of get battered and bruised a lot, but then you kind of grow a bit of a skin.

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这意味着我没有活成我应该有的样子,你会被这些话虐得遍体鳞伤,你也成长了一些F.9pt%W8QS2

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What were the agencies like? What was an agency like?

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这些经纪公司是什么样的?

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Because I always think they're quite macabre things.

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我总觉得他们很可怕M&x@I!Fs4f7kRDMqv!D]

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Yeah. I mean, the thing with models is they, you get used. That's the thing.

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是的Lgaw+i4Lj|d7u|ObC;。做模特你会习惯,就是这么回事R4zpH3Q+#0%

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I saw a lot of misuse from photographers, you know, perverse photographers to young girls.

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我看到了很多摄影师滥用照片,你知道,还有变态的摄影师滥用年轻女孩的照片V1V9++bFd9TjCP*O

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A lot of straight photographers only really do this because they want to sleep with young models.

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很多街头摄影师这么做只是因为他们想和这些年轻模特上床%@Z*h5vkUo4

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You know, bad kind of experiences in that sense.

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那是非常糟糕的经历9OF0pN4iZIv*iPq(C-

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Not by me, but to other poor people, poor girls who don't stand up for themselves because you feel like you should be used because that's what models do.

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当然不是对我,而是其他的可怜女孩,她们不会为自己站出来,因为就觉得应该被利用,那就是模特干的事mXVa=~GfA%ik+*~3ct6v

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But then, you know, about a year into it, I was discovered.

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做了一年模特后,我被发掘了O!|&wmU)hQc

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I did Burberry and then everybody wants you.

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我走了巴宝莉的秀,然后所有人都想用我sm)9@5INn#GaJIn+OT3i

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You know, after so long of being like nobody wants you, suddenly like, oh my God, who's that?

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过了这么久,一直就是没人要的状态,突然变成,天呐,那个漂亮的女孩子是谁啊!

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I've met you five times and I'm pretty sure you didn't want me two minutes ago but cool.

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我见过你五次了,我很确定你两分钟前不想要我,但是没关系.6*mZWDw(yZbn*

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That must've been the most amazing explosion from going.

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这肯定是最惊人的成功了吧swHQg5!ZN5ThXWAeVF3,

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From being not very successful to suddenly because your success really exploded in seconds really after getting Burberry, didn't it?

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原来不太成功,然后突然成名,因为你在很短的时间内获得成功,就在巴宝莉秀场之后YBRN[wZdkUFQ

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Kind of. But that was also in 2011.

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算是吧c*m+M);m8V.H。但那也是在2011年V3_TnQb=k2s.eNTUk]&

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It still took a while, but it was still more like in the fashion world, it definitely became a thing.

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这还是花了一段时间,但在时尚界还挺轰动的eZU5X|by|S

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I was finally like in shows. I was like, ooh, this is weird.

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我终于在各大秀场中崭露头角,还挺奇妙的RVgq.*B=9Co9R

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Yeah. It definitely changed.

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我的生活确实改变了!sbTfj(-+_S[48&WwDy

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But after that, it kind of, you know, you pick up pace, you start working.

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在那之后,我加快步伐,开始工作#yAltJYSRvJzYV0+

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I was working every day. I had no concept of saying no to anyone, ever.

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我每天都在工作,从来没想过拒绝任何人;**)GX_NJP.44M&B48^M

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And this is one of the most important show business lessons, actually learning how to say no. Have you learned yet?

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娱乐圈最重要的一课就是学会拒绝别人Dkh4T=Z@(UZWHPilI&^。你学会了吗?

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Yes. I think life, you should always experience things, but you should not. You should say no.

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学会了,你会经历一些事情,你应该说不^)hyVTB#F5P

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I mean, it's more about being controlled and not being a puppet is what the most important thing is.

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要自己掌控,最重要的是不做傀儡o*3,@@~RCGu1cMmUz8(l

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And not doing anything out, not doing anything for anyone else apart from yourself.

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不要为自己以外的人做任何事情6TSZbCkg8jF-lDX5kuG~

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Because after a while, I just started to get sick and I got this horrible thing called Psoriasis.

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因为不久我就病了,我得了可怕的牛皮癣G_s@N![B3*HWFm*,G4

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Oh my god, like Kim Kardashian?

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天哪,就和金·卡戴珊一样?

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Like Kim. I know she told me about the breast milk thing, which actually worked.

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是的,她告诉我要用母乳,确实有效果ZI123Y7m9M

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That is amazing so there you are, a beautiful model on the outside.

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你外表是个光鲜亮丽的模特(9=g]I;!1.

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And on the inside, you've got Psoriasis coming up. And how did you deal with it?

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内里,却生着牛皮癣HVa#J9qNe7ce9e_e。你是怎么应对的?

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Not very well.

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不是很顺利2~D))z6~,4I,3c

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It was actually happening at the time when I was doing shows

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那是在我走秀的时候发生的YnqovR_JX5Y&jR1

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and it was, it wasn't lit like psoriasis where I have a little bit right here.

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它不像普通的牛皮癣,我这里有一点S!dIRNOyMR|LU08zw

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But it was like giant welts all over my body, including my head. It would bleed.

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我全身都是巨大的伤痕,头上也有X@6Ps@U8O+YPNx。它会流血的!=5vJD;hzI]JPq

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And it was horrible. Sorry, gross.

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很恐怖,不好意思,有点恶心45Y9T8]ueGn+c]qJTmO5

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And you look at yourself like you're an alien. You're like, I'm so disgusting.

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看自己就像个外星人,我真恶心824HJ-8fk4jp@s,)kt5

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It's not good for you, especially at that time.

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对你来说不是什么好事啊,尤其是在那个时候Q;_InChJ7lvemyW&t#

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I felt more disconnected from myself than I think I ever had, which I was for a long time, quite disconnected.

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我感觉自己比以前任何时候都更孤立,我曾经有很长一段时间是完全孤立的O&l+OO_E(l

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