You know, I shouldn't even be here.
我其实不应该在这里的。
Years ago, when I worked abroad,
多年以前，有一次我出国出差，
case of mistaken identity saw me locked up for a crime I did not commit.
结果因为搞错了身份，我因此而含冤入狱。
Slight of frame and only having a loose grasp of the language,
有点融入不进去，并且只是稍微掌握一些当地的语言，
I knew with heartbreaking clarity that my survival was uncertain.
但我清楚地知道，我有可能活不下去。
Subjected to a sustained, decade-long campaign of physical,
经受了一段持续的、长达十年的、身体上的、
psychological trauma, administered by a sadistic warden with a coal-black heart.
和心理上的创伤，这都是拜一位残忍的黑心监狱长的管理所赐。

But in time, I learned that if you can push fear down far enough, you lose the capacity to feel.
但是最终，我发现，如果你能将恐惧远远推开，你就不会有任何感觉了。
Sure, my arrest was eventually overturned and I walked out a free man,
当然，我的案子最终被平反了，我以自由之身走了出来，
but I've remained a prisoner to those memories ever since.
但从那以后，我一直留存着一个囚犯的记忆。
I think this is the first time I've smiled since I've been out.
我想这是我出狱以来第一次微笑。
Amazing. I really shouldn't be here either.
真让人惊讶。我确实也不应该在这儿的。
But when a luxury break has 70% off, how could I say no?
但当一次奢华旅行打三折的时候，我怎么能拒绝呢？