This place is just a dream.

这个地方只是一场梦。

Eventually a debt gets too big to pay.
债务最终会积累到你还不出来。

I come out here because it makes me feel alive.
我会来这里是因为我能感觉到自己还活着。

If one's nature is a problem rather than just fucking problematic,right,is that I see things in terms of victory or death,and not just victory but total victory.It's true.I always have.Well,it's either victory or don't bother.The only thing worth doing it the impossible,right?Everything else is fucking grey.You're born as a man with the nerves of a soldier,the apprehension of an angel,to lift a phrase,but there's no fucking use for it.Here?Where's the use for it?

如果人的人性有问题，而不是该死的真有问题，就是我看待事情都是胜利或死亡，不是一般的胜利，是完全胜利，这是真的，我一直都是这样，如果无法胜利就别管了，只有不可能做到的事情才值得去做，其他事情都没意义，就算你生来就有军人的胆量，天使的领悟力，但还是没有屁用，在这世界上有什么用？

What,you're set to be a philosopher or a king or fucking Shakespeare,and this is all they give you？This?What?20-odd years of school,which is all instruction in how to be ordinary.They'll fucking kill you,and they fucking will!You know,and then it's a carrer,right？Which is just not the same thing as existence,so...I want unlimited things.I want everything.I want a real fucking love,a real fucking house,a real fucking thing to do every day,and,I just...I'd just rather die if I don't get it.

你注定要当个哲学家、国王或是莎士比亚，而这都是他们给你的,20几年的教育，教导你如何变成平庸之才，该死的他们会杀了你，一定会杀了你，接着是工作，这跟存在是完全不同的东西了，所以...我的欲望无限，我什么都想要，我想要该死的真正的爱，该死的真正的房子，真正的每天能做的事情，我只是...如果没有的话，还不如死了算了。