双语小说

I TURNED THIRTEEN that summer of 1976, Afghanistan’s next to last summer of peace and anonymity. Things between Baba and me were already cooling off again. I think what started it was the stupid comment I’d made the day we were planting tulips, about getting new servants. I regretted saying it--I really did--but I think even if I hadn’t, our happy little interlude would have come to an end. Maybe not quite so soon, but it would have. By the end of the summer, the scraping of spoon and fork against the plate had replaced dinner table chatter and Baba had resumed retreating to his study after supper. And closing the door. I’d gone back to thumbing through H?fez and Khayyám, gnawing my nails down to the cuticles, writing stories. I kept the stories in a stack under my bed, keeping them just in case, though I doubted Baba would ever again ask me to read them to him.
Baba’s motto about throwing parties was this: Invite the whole world or it’s not a party. I remember scanning over the invitation list a week before my birthday party and not recognizing at least three-quarters of the four hundred--plus Kakas and Khalas who were going to bring me gifts and congratulate me for having lived to thirteen. Then I realized they weren’t really coming for me. It was my birthday, but I knew who the real star of the show was.
For days, the house was teeming with Baba’s hired help. There was Salahuddin the butcher, who showed up with a calf and two sheep in tow, refusing payment for any of the three. He slaughtered the animals himself in the yard by a poplar tree. “Blood is good for the tree,” I remember him saying as the grass around the poplar soaked red. Men I didn’t know climbed the oak trees with coils of small electric bulbs and meters of extension cords. Others set up dozens of tables in the yard, spread a tablecloth on each. The night before the big party Baba’s friend Del-Muhammad, who owned a kabob house in Shar-e-Nau, came to the house with his bags of spices. Like the butcher, Del-Muhammad--or Dello, as Baba called him--refused payment for his services. He said Baba had done enough for his family already. It was Rahim Khan who whispered to me, as Dello marinated the meat, that Baba had lent Dello the money to open his restaurant. Baba had refused repayment until Dello had shown up one day in our driveway in a Benzand insisted he wouldn’t leave until Baba took his money.
I guess in most ways, or at least in the ways in which parties are judged, my birthday bash was a huge success. I’d never seen the house so packed. Guests with drinks in hand were chatting in the hallways, smoking on the stairs, leaning against doorways. They sat where they found space, on kitchen counters, in the foyer, even under the stairwell. In the backyard, they mingled under the glow of blue, red, and green lights winking in the trees, their faces illuminated by the light of kerosene torches propped everywhere. Baba had had a stage built on the balcony that overlooked the garden and planted speakers throughout the yard. Ahmad Zahir was playing an accordion and singing on the stage over masses of dancing bodies.
I had to greet each of the guests personally--Baba made sure of that; no one was going to gossip the next day about how he’d raised a son with no manners. I kissed hundreds of cheeks, hugged total strangers, thanked them for their gifts. My face ached from the strain of my plastered smile.
I was standing with Baba in the yard near the bar when someone said, “Happy birthday, Amir.” It was Assef, with his parents. Assef’s father, Mahmood, was a short, lanky sort with dark skin and a narrow face. His mother, Tanya, was a small, nervous woman who smiled and blinked a lot. Assef was standing between the two of them now, grinning, looming over both, his arms resting on their shoulders. He led them toward us, like he had brought them here. Like he was the parent, and they his children. A wave of dizziness rushed through me. Baba thanked them for coming.
“I picked out your present myself,” Assef said. Tanya’s face twitched and her eyes flicked from Assef to me. She smiled, unconvincingly, and blinked. I wondered if Baba had noticed.
“Still playing soccer, Assef jan?” Baba said. He’d always wanted me to be friends with Assef.
Assef smiled. It was creepy how genuinely sweet he made it look. “Of course, Kaka jan.”
“Right wing, as I recall?”
我的十三岁生日在1976年夏天。这是阿富汗最后一段平静的和平岁月。我和爸爸的关系再度冷却了。我想这都是因为在我们种郁金香那天我所说的那句愚蠢的话，关于请新仆人的那句话。我后悔说了那句话——真的很后悔——但我认为即使我没说，我们这段短短的快乐插曲也会告终。也许不会这么快，但终究会结束。到夏天结束的时候，勺子和叉子碰撞盘子的声音又取代了晚餐桌上的交谈，爸爸开始在晚饭后回到书房去，并把门关上。我则回去翻看哈菲兹和迦亚谟的书，咬指甲咬到见皮，写故事。我将故事放在床底的架子上，将它们保留起来，以备万一爸爸会跟我要去看，虽然我怀疑他不会。
爸爸举办宴会的座右铭是：如果没请来全世界的人，就不算是个宴会。我记得生日之前一个星期，我看着那份邀请名单，发现在近四百人中，至少有四分之三我并不认识——包括那些将要送我生日礼物以祝贺我活过十三个年头的叔伯姑姨。然后我意识到他们并非真的因我而来。那天是我的生日，但我知道谁才是宴会上的天皇巨星。
一连数天，屋子里挤满了爸爸请来的帮手。有个叫萨拉胡丁的屠夫拖来一头小牛和两只绵羊，拒绝收下哪怕一分钱。他亲自在院子里的白杨树下宰了那些畜生。“用血浇灌对树有好处。”我记得鲜血染红树下的青草时，他这么说。有些我不认识的男人爬上橡树，挂上成串的灯泡和长长的电线。其他人在院子里摆出几十张桌子，逐一披上桌布。盛宴开始之前一夜，爸爸的朋友德尔－穆罕默德带来几袋香料，他在沙里诺区开了一间烧烤店。跟屠夫一样，德尔－穆罕默德——爸爸管他叫“德罗”——也拒绝收钱。他说爸爸已经帮了他家里太多忙了。德罗在腌肉的时候，拉辛汗低声告诉我，德罗开餐厅的钱是爸爸借给他的，并且没有要他还钱。直到有一天，德罗开着奔驰轿车，来到我家门口，说要是爸爸不收钱他就不走，爸爸这才收下。
我想从各个方面来说，或者至少从评价宴会的标准来说，我的生日盛宴称得上极为成功。我从来没有见到屋子里有那么多人。来宾或是手拿酒杯，在门廊聊天，或是在台阶上吸烟，或是倚着门口。他们找到空位就坐下，厨房的柜台上，门廊里面，甚至楼梯下面都坐满了人。院子里，蓝色的、红色的、绿色的灯泡在树上闪闪发光，人们在聚集在下面，四处点燃的煤油灯照亮他们的脸庞。爸爸把舞台设在俯览花园的阳台上，但扬声器布满整个院子。艾哈迈德?查希尔弹着手风琴，唱着歌，人们在舞台下面跳舞。
我不得不逐一跟来宾打招呼——爸爸这么要求，他可不希望翌日有人乱嚼舌头，说他养了个不懂礼貌的儿子。我亲了几百个脸颊，和所有的陌生人拥抱，感谢他们的礼物。我的脸因为僵硬的微笑而发痛。
我跟爸爸站在院子里的酒吧前面，这当头有人说:“生日快乐，阿米尔。”是阿塞夫，还有他的父母。阿塞夫的父亲马赫穆德是矮个子，又矮又瘦，皮肤黝黑，脸部狭小。他的妈妈谭雅是个小妇人，神经兮兮，脸带微笑，不停眨眼。如今阿塞夫就站在他们两个之间，咧嘴笑着，居高临下，双手搂着他们的肩膀。他带着他们走过来，好像拎着他们过来一样，似乎他才是父亲，他们是孩子。我感到一阵眩晕。爸爸对他们的莅临表示感谢。
“我亲自给你挑选了礼物。”阿塞夫说。谭雅的脸抽动，眼光从阿塞夫身上移到我身上。她微笑着，显得有些勉强，眨着眼。我怀疑爸爸有没有看到。
“还玩足球吗，亲爱的阿塞夫?”爸爸说，他一直希望我跟阿塞夫交朋友。
阿塞夫微笑，他甜蜜的笑容显得纯真无瑕，真叫人不寒而栗。“当然，亲爱的叔叔。”
“我记得你踢右路?”

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内容简介
12岁的阿富汗富家少爷阿米尔与仆人哈桑情同手足。然而，在一场风筝比赛后，发生了一件悲惨不堪的事，阿米尔为自己的懦弱感到自责和痛苦，逼走了哈桑，不久，自己也跟随父亲逃往美国。

成年后的阿米尔始终无法原谅自己当年对哈桑的背叛。为了赎罪，阿米尔再度踏上暌违二十多年的故乡，希望能为不幸的好友尽最后一点心力，却发现一个惊天谎言，儿时的噩梦再度重演，阿米尔该如何抉择？

故事如此残忍而又美丽，作者以温暖细腻的笔法勾勒人性的本质与救赎，读来令人荡气回肠。

作者简介
卡勒德·胡赛尼（Khaled Hosseini），1965年生于阿富汗喀布尔市，后随父亲迁往美国。胡赛尼毕业于加州大学圣地亚哥医学系，现居加州。“立志拂去蒙在阿富汗普通民众面孔的尘灰，将背后灵魂的悸动展示给世人。”著有小说《追风筝的人》(The Kite Runner，2003）、《灿烂千阳》(A Thousand Splendid Suns，2007)、《群山回唱》（And the Mountains Echoed,2013）。作品全球销量超过4000万册。2006年，因其作品巨大的国际影响力，胡赛尼获得联合国人道主义奖，并受邀担任联合国难民署亲善大使。
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对友谊最大的误解，就是认为它是万能的（来自豆瓣网友：谢长留）
　　我时常幻想自己是来自未来的，这样，有一天我面对未来某一时刻的突然变化，就会更从容，面对陈年往事也会更慷慨。但，我更适合平庸，如寻常人一样琐碎繁杂的生活，对时间的细枝末节斤斤计较。
　　
　　既然无法预知未来，那么人更多的开始依赖回忆，甚至靠那些零星琐碎的回忆支撑往后的日子，有些回忆很美好，有些回忆很心酸，有些回忆让人长大，有些回忆让人显得很无知，有些回忆慢慢泛黄，有些回忆仿佛就在昨天。有些故事也总是从儿时的回忆展开。
　　
　　我对阿富汗以及周边连年征战的国家和他们的历史毫无兴趣，对我而言，那里的人民是可怜的，那里的政府是可悲的，所以当《追风筝的人》这个故事一点一点展现在我面前的时候，我并没准备好接受一个平静的，也曾春暖花开，羊肉串香飘整条街的画面，更没想到那里的孩子也可以无忧无虑的追逐风筝。
　　
　　所以当身为少爷的阿米尔和他的仆人哈桑情同手足的画面一出现，所有读者不禁感叹，少年时的友谊是那么充满力量，干净而持久的。他们总是并肩而行，每当阿米尔被人欺负的时候，哈桑总是义无反顾的站出来保护，很多人说这是哈桑天生的奴性，这种观点我不赞同，我看见他们之间分明有一道友谊的光芒在闪耀。
　　
　　当阿米尔问哈桑为什么确定自己一定会知道被切断绳线的风筝的掉落地的时候，哈桑肯定的对阿米尔说，我就是知道，然后反问，我什么时候骗过你。阿米尔轻声说，我怎么知道有没有骗过我。哈桑发誓，为了你，我宁可啃烂泥。阿米尔进一步确定，你真的会为我啃烂泥？哈桑坚定的说，我肯定，然后又说，但是你又怎么能忍心让我啃烂泥。所以读者心中所向往的也就是我们每个人心中那个潮湿的童年印象，总是和自己最亲密的伙伴，席地而坐，互相盟誓，发誓为对方，甘愿上刀山下火海。就如同哈桑洋溢着笑脸对阿米尔说的那样：为你，千千万万遍。
　　
　　然而事实上却是这样的：他是主人，他是仆人；他是普什图，他是哈扎拉；他是逊尼派，他是什叶派，从他们出生的那一刻起，他们的命运就被这些他们所不能理解的标签所分隔开来，尽管他们是亲密无间的朋友，尽管他们事实上拥有同一位父亲。无论是平凡的阿米尔和哈桑，还是高高在上的查希尔国王或者卡尔扎伊，都不得不接受社会为他们预定的座位——阿米尔不再是阿米尔，哈桑也不再是哈桑，他们必须戴上社会分给他们的面具。
　　
　　哈桑总是说“为你，千千万万遍”，而生性懦弱的阿米尔却选择沉默冷酷的逃避，这样的悲剧性结果并不单单是个性差异所造成的，在这些年少无知的孩子的潜意识里早已被灌输了相应于自身社会地位的“应该”与“不应该”，一个哈扎拉仆人理应为主人尽忠，而高贵的普什图少爷不值得为一个卑贱的哈扎拉仆人冒任何风险。
　　
　　“阿米尔和哈桑，喀布尔的统治者”，这样的誓言只能是石榴树下的童话，“王子与贫儿”不可能成为兄弟，因为他们命中注定不平等。包括二十年后，阿米尔重返阿富汗的自我救赎行为，也只不过是在获知自己与哈桑的同父异母兄弟关系之后对身世的无奈认可，也就是说，他仍然没有证明自己已经找到了“重新成为好人的路”。
　　
　　我们少年的时候，总是意气风发，三五结伴，促膝长谈。那是在我们其乐融融的环境中构建的虚拟场景，属于物理学讲究的理想状态，然而在残酷的现实面前，在微弱的友谊遇到挑战的时刻，只要有一方露出破绽，友谊的桥梁必然坍塌。
　　
　　于是当阿米尔在看到哈桑被大一些的孩子欺负甚至猥亵的时候，他选择沉默和逃避；与此同时，哈桑却为了阿米尔的风筝坚定不动摇的和对手较量，对手残忍的揭示阿米尔和哈桑之间的主仆关系，哈桑大声反驳说两个人是朋友。躲在角落里不敢出现的阿米尔听到这句话不但没有一点激励也没有丝毫感动，他心底里的怯懦终于将他的灵魂吞噬，于是悲剧发生。
　　
　　这就是我们对友谊最大的误解，认为它是万能的。
　　
　　即使是存在这样的问题，《追风筝的人》也还是一本出色的小说。主和仆、贵族和贱民、朋友和兄弟，历史和现实，种种转变都被刻画得生动而细腻。放在历史的宏大背景下，更洞见人生和人性的复杂。
　　
　　友谊和爱。
　　
　　是在困难之中由弱变强的柔韧派还是在权衡利弊之中土崩瓦解的懦弱派。
　　
　　谁敢真的站出来举起右手发誓，我从来没有辜负过任何一段纯粹的友谊，谁敢真的抬头挺胸说自己对朋友忠心不二。
　　
　　我们总是太自信，对友谊误解，对自己的爱误解，对不可能的事信以为真。