"I wake up. I don't know what to do, because sometimes dreams are just joking, you understand? But I make back to my home and I put this saffron and sandalwood juice on my arm. And then I put this saffron and sandalwood powder on my arm. My arm very infected, very ache, made big, very swell. But after juice and powder, become very cool. Became very cold. Start to feel better. In ten days, my arm is good. All heal.
"我醒来后不知如何是好，因为梦有时只是开玩笑，你懂吧？但我回家去，把番红花和檀木汁液敷在手臂上，然后把番红花和檀木磨成粉涂在手臂上。我的手臂感染很严重，很痛，肿得很大。但敷上汁液和粉之后变得很凉，冷却下来，开始感觉好一点。十天内，我的手臂好了，痊愈了。

"For that, I start to believe. Now I have dream again, with father, grandfather, great-grandfather. They tell me now I must be medicine man. My soul, I must give it to God. For do this, I must make fast for six days, understand? No food, no water. No drink. No breakfast. Not easy. I so thirsty from fast, I go to rice fields in morning, before sun. I sit in rice field with mouth open and take water from air. How you call this, the water in air in rice field in morning? Dew? Yes. Dew. Only this dew I eat for six days. No other food, only this dew. On number five day, I get unconscious. I see all yellow color everywhere. No, not yellow color—GOLD. I see gold color everywhere, even inside me. Very happy. I understand now. This gold color is God, also inside me. Same thing that is God is same thing inside me. Same-same.
"因此，我开始信了。我又做了梦，父亲、祖父、曾祖父告诉我现在我必须成为药师。我必须把自己的灵魂献给神。因此我必须斋戒六天，懂吧？不吃不喝。不吃早餐。不容易。斋戒让我渴得要命，一大早太阳出来之前去了稻田。我坐在稻田里，张开嘴，喝空气中的水。稻田早晨空气中的水，怎么说？露水？对。露水。六天以来我只喝露水。没吃东西，只喝露水。第五天，我失去知觉。我看见到处都是黄色。不，不是黄色——是金色。我看见到处是金色，甚至在我心中，我很快乐。我现在懂了。这金色就是神，也在我心里。神和我内心是同一回事，都一样，都一样。

"So now I must be medicine man. Now I have to learn medical books from greatgrandfather. These books not made on paper, made on palm leaves. Called lontars. This is Balinese medical encyclopedia. I must learn all different plants on Bali. Not easy. One by one, I learn everything. I learn to take care of people with many problem. One problem is when someone is sick from physical. I help this physical sick with herbs. Other problem is when family is sick, when family always fighting. I help this with harmony, with special magic drawing, also with talking for helping. Put magic drawing in house, no more fighting. Sometimes people sick in love, not find right match. For Balinese and Western, too, always a lot of trouble with love, difficult to find right match. I fix love problem with mantra and with magic drawing, bring love to you. Also, I learn black magic, to help people if bad black magic spell on them. My magic drawing, you put in your house, bring you good energy.
"因此现在我必须成为药师。我必须念曾祖父的医籍。这些书不是由纸做成，而是棕榈叶做的，叫做"lontars"，是巴厘岛的医学百科全书。我必须学习巴厘岛各种不同的植物，不容易。我渐渐学到一切。我学会照料人们的许多问题。其中之一是身体生病。我用药草帮助身体生病的人。另一个问题是家庭生病，整天吵闹不停。我用和谐、用特殊的魔法图来帮助他们，也用谈话帮忙。把魔法图摆在家中，就不再吵闹。人有时为爱生病，因为找不到匹配的人。对巴厘人和西方人都一样，永远有许多爱的问题，很难找到匹配的人。我用咒语和魔法试图治疗爱的问题，把爱带给你。此外，我还学巫术，帮助遭魔法诅咒的人。把我的魔法图摆在家中，能给你带来好能量。