Perhaps it is only by a kink in my nature,strong in me even in those days,that i felt in such an existence,the share of the great majority,something amiss.i recognized its social value.i saw its ordered happiness,but a fever in my blood asked for a wilder course.there seemed to me something alarming in such easy delights. 我心里渴望一种更加惊险的生活。
kink n. 奇想； majority n. 多数 ；
答案：In my heart was desire to live more dangerously.
本句节选自《The life i desired 》