(单词翻译:单击)
"Giulio, you see how I toil, how I am wearing out my life, for the family. You do not second my efforts. You have no heart for me, nor for your brothers, nor for your mother!"
“叙利亚!你知道我为了养活一家怎样地劳累?你不知道吗?我为了你们,是把命在拼着呢!你竟什么都不想想,也不管你父母兄弟怎样!”
"Ah no! don't say that, father!" cried the son, bursting into tears, and opening his mouth to confess all. But his father interrupted him, saying:
“啊!并不!请不要这样说!父亲!”叙利亚咽着眼泪说。他正想把经过的一切说出来,父亲又拦住了他的话头:
"You are aware of the condition of the family; you know that good will and sacrifices on the part of all are necessary. I myself, as you see, have had to double my work. I counted on a gift of a hundred lire from the railway company this month, and this morning I have learned that I shall receive nothing!"
“你应该知道家里的境况。一家人要刻苦努力才可支持得住,这是你应该早已知道的。我不是那样努力地做着加倍的工作吗?本月我原以为可以从铁路局得到二十元的奖金的,已预先派入用途,不料到了今天,才知道那笔钱是无望的了。”
At this information, Giulio repressed the confession which was on the point of escaping from his soul, and repeated resolutely to himself: "No, papa, I shall tell you nothing; I shall guard my secret for the sake of being able to work for you; I will recompense you in another way for the sorrow which I occasion you; I will study enough at school to win promotion; the important point is to help you to earn our living, and to relieve you of the fatigue which is killing you."
叙利亚听了把口头要说的话重新抑住,自己心里反复着说:“咿呀!不要说,还是始终隐瞒了,仍旧替父亲帮忙吧。对父亲不起的地方,从别一方来补报吧。学校里的功课原非用功及格不可,但最要紧的是要帮助父亲养活一家,略微减去父亲的疲劳。是的,是的。”
And so he went on, and two months more passed, of labor by night and weakness by day, of desperate efforts on the part of the son, and of bitter reproaches on the part of the father. But the worst of it was, that the latter grew gradually colder towards the boy, only addressed him rarely, as though he had been a recreant son, of whom there was nothing any longer to be expected, and almost avoided meeting his glance. And Giulio perceived this and suffered from it, and when his father's back was turned, he threw him a furtive kiss, stretching forth his face with a sentiment of sad and dutiful tenderness; and between sorrow and fatigue, he grew thin and pale, and he was constrained to still further neglect his studies.
又过了两个月。儿子仍继续做夜工,日间疲劳不堪,父亲依然见了他动怒。最可痛的是父亲对他渐渐冷淡,好像以为儿子太不忠实,是无甚希望的了,不多同他说话,甚至不愿看见他。叙利亚见这光景,心痛的了不得。父亲背向他的时候,他几乎要从背后下拜。悲哀疲劳,使他愈加衰弱,脸色愈加苍白,学业也似乎愈加不勤勉了。