In listening, I sobbed convulsively; for I could repress what I endured no longer;
我听着听着便抽抽噎噎地哭泣起来，再也抑制不住强忍住的感情，
I was obliged to yield, and I was shaken from head to foot with acute distress.
不得不任其流露了，我痛苦万分地浑身颤栗着。
When I did speak, it was only to express an impetuous wish that I had never been born, or never come to Thornfield.
到了终于开口时，我便只能表达一个冲动的愿望：但愿自己从来没有生下来，从未到过桑菲尔德。
"Because you are sorry to leave it?"
“因为要离开而难过吗？”
The vehemence of emotion, stirred by grief and love within me, was claiming mastery,
悲与爱在我内心所煽起的强烈情绪，正占上风，
and struggling for full sway, and asserting a right to predominate, to overcome,
并竭力要支配一切，压倒一切，战胜一切，
to live, rise, and reign at last: yes, -- and to speak.
要求生存、扩展和最终主宰一切，不错--还要求吐露出来。

"I grieve to leave Thornfield: I love Thornfield:
“离开桑菲尔德我很伤心，我爱桑菲尔德：
I love it, because I have lived in it a full and delightful life, momentarily at least.
我爱它是因为我在这里过着充实而愉快的生活--至少有一段时间。
I have not been trampled on. I have not been petrified.
我没有遭人践踏，也没有弄得古板僵化。
I have not been buried with inferior minds,
没有混迹于志向低下的人之中，
and excluded from every glimpse of communion with what is bright and energetic and high.
也没有被排斥在同光明、健康、高尚的心灵交往的一切机会之外。
I have talked, face to face, with what I reverence, with what I delight in, with an original, a vigorous, an expanded mind.
我已面对面同我所敬重的人、同我所喜欢的人，同一个独特、活跃、博大的心灵交谈过。
I have known you, Mr. Rochester; and it strikes me with terror and anguish to feel I absolutely must be torn from you for ever.
我已经熟悉你，罗切斯特先生，硬要让我永远同你分开，使我感到恐惧和痛苦。
I see the necessity of departure; and it is like looking on the necessity of death."
我看到非分别不可，就像看到非死不可一样。”