And two years later, guess what, I got myself my first big break.

两年后，猜猜发生了什么，我得到了我的第一个重大突破;u^FXmoGNO|rpI;~.Z。

I was selected for a prime time show on TV.

我被选中参加一个黄金时段的电视节目@#5T]8skpi。

Now hear me out.

现在听我说完8fh_V=e1B@Pya-;8U|&。

It was seriously a big break because I started earning, people started recognizing me.

这真的是一个很大的突破，因为我开始赚钱，人们开始认可我YP#xH[~@g.Pnf&g]!v。

To be honest, I would deliberately go and roam in all these malls so that people could look at me, smile, ask for my photograph.

老实说，我会故意去这些商场闲逛，这样人们就可以看到我，微笑着，要我的照片jdHSoBPwcMj]q(UYwLF。

And I was watching myself on TV for the first time.

我第一次在电视上看到了自己!E#6TQlLxQD。

You have no idea how it feels for somebody like me to, you know, just looking at me for, and I was looking at myself every day on TV.

你不知道像我这样的人看到电视上的自己是什么感觉，只是盯着看，我每天都在电视上看着自己%1p0C=FPHYG(NhN.@。

It was a big, big, big high.

那是一个很高很高的位置了eKN;PmN](2I。

I also suddenly discovered that I actually had many friends, who were absent all this while, but suddenly they popped up.

我也突然发现，我其实有很多朋友，他们之前一直都不在，但突然他们出现了Ttr.C%-;zCV=r。

And the show became popular.

这个节目变得很受欢迎c-o=4CFQAa+43。

I was making good money to a point that money stopped being a differentiator in my life.

我赚了一大笔钱，以至于钱在我的生活中不再是一个与众不同的因素6K9Y+AXwkStUb6QCt@。

And I was becoming more and more popular.

我变得越来越受欢迎RYBaj8Ku2Ow@U;。

Now I cannot go to all these malls that I was going all alone.

现在我不能一个人去这些购物中心了y]scnN^Rn|W+z6W*XAo。

So, I wanted somebody to be with me, to save me.

所以，我想要有人陪在我身边，拯救我Twy5x3AgWy9bpAoN40k。

So, you know what I'm saying?

你知道我在说什么吗？

I bought myself my first dream house.I bought myself my dream car.

我给自己买了第一套梦想中的房子7|kF3;s~xRO84。我给自己买了一辆梦寐以求的车bB6MS@1~-q。

And just a note, to you as well, I was getting such female attention that my engineering college friends could only possibly dream of.

顺便说一句，我得到了女性的关注，这是我工科大学的朋友们梦寐以求的i-lseMyb&-d%。

So, I was having a time of my life.

所以，我度过了我人生中的一段时光+h-Ip,KAAQ39y。

And then something unusual happened, I got used to everything and I felt cheated.

然后，一些不寻常的事情发生了，我习惯了一切，感觉被骗了)su7Lor-C+。

I stayed with all these dreams for 10 and 15 years of my life.

在我生命中的10到15年里，我一直伴随着所有这些梦想O~n!KLV@Gj8E%。

I was promised happiness and I was promised success.

我得到了幸福的承诺，我也得到了成功的承诺-AK3)O_i,,%mpYZ。

But all these things stayed with me just for a few days.

但所有这些东西只在我身上停留了几天8t.vbK;&tD7A。

And I'm punctuating me because I started from zero money and zero recognition.

我之所以这么说，是因为我一开始没有钱，没有认可],_rJ=hd*zb^kxb,cu7G。

So, I was not happy. How could that it be?

所以，我并不开心CR-zEn_LY[CW@%。这怎么可能呢？

I didn't like this version of success.

我不喜欢这个版本的成功X2yKBKwV,HUb。

And the future me, again, was hearing the present me.

而未来的我，再次听到了现在的我~RmjohS#FLujB*|kRi;。

But this time, I decided otherwise, I would do something else.

但这一次，我决定做一些其他的事情RIah-&fCHqto,QHn*。