I know that you were dressed as the black swan
at the masquerade ball.
And I know that you didn't lose the baby in June.
Oh, god. Please say something.
When did you lose the baby?
The day after I found Ian's body.
What? How could you not tell me?
I tried to!
When? When did you try?
The night of Ian's funeral.
But then I saw his phone in your bag
and I thought you were the one sending me those texts.
Why would you fake being pregnant?
I lost Ian! I lost the baby.
It was too much.
So you pretended?
My whole life was in the papers.
I couldn't deal with this getting out there too.
At least that's how it started.
You had to know that this couldn't last, right?
I couldn't deal with this getting out there too.如果这事也泄露，我就没法活了。
I have a huge pile of letters to deal with.
The meeting will deal with these problems.
At least that's how it started.至少开始是那样。
We should brush our teeth at least twice a day.
A good cigarette will smoke at least ten minutes.
I still curl up into my little area.
I'm just trying to adjust to all the changes.