It is still not definitely known who shot me, but a man named Ataullah Khan said he did it.
The police have not managed to find him but they say they are investigating and want to interview me.
Though I don't remember exactly what happened that day, sometimes I have flashbacks. They come unexpectedly.
The worst one was in June, when we were in Abu Dhabi on the way to perform Umrah in Saudi Arabia.
I went to a shopping mall with my mother as she wanted to buy a special burqa to pray in Mecca.
I didn't want one. I said I would just wear my shawl as it is not specified that a woman must wear a burqa.
As we were walking through the mall, suddenly I could see so many men around me.
I thought they were waiting for me with guns and would shoot.
I was terrified though I said nothing.
I told myself, Malala, you have already faced death.
This is your second life.
Don't be afraid – if you are afraid you can't move forward.